I just couldn't sleep last night - the minutes ticked by as my mind whirled. .. I was trying to get a clearer vision of what route to try next in my search for stability in my career path(s)/finances... I vainly tried to quiet my thoughts and get some desperately needed rest... As my phone showed the 2am hour slipping away, I stared into the darkness, angrily punched my pillows and tossed & turned in utter frustration and annoyance... knowing if I gave in and got up to burn off my angst, the sun would be up and I'd be no good for my full day ahead... that and the knowledge that I'd be driving my kids around forced me to stay in bed -- praying for a reprieve from the burden of stress so I could sleep!! ...I dont know, maybe I should have gotten up -- might have finally tired out by 3am , but I would've gotten some housework done at least... Have you ever felt like the darkness is overwhelming you and everything around you? Like no matter how hard y...
Our new family story as I, and my 5 children, learn to thrive - not just survive - after the loss of our "main man". This life is a continuing walk in God's amazing grace. "To each one of us grace was given according to the measure of Christ's gift." Eph 4:7