The Chijioke Life

It's fall!!! And it's beginning to feel like it too, here in North Texas. Cool evenings & mornings - bright, breezy, sunshiny days... Makes me happy!! (: I haven't written in some time -- life has a way of slipping past...  We celebrated 2 birthdays this month... It was harder/sadder this year... It was a 12th and a 3rd birthday... Felt like a milestone of sorts - my oldest thoroughly entering middle childhood, teetering toward young manhood and my baby careening towards big kid status... I think I would've been feeling nostalgic melancholy about these milestones with Cj here too -- our babies are growing up! Life as I knew it with Cj is rapidly disappearing, we are moving into naturally, new phases of life and I am having to reconcile myself to this fact.  I think in a way, I was holding into the belief that things would still continue as they had been and we would just be "camping out" , not that my life has actually changed permanently... Odd right??  T