"Don't know where to begin  Its like my world's caving in  And I try but I can't control my fear  Where do I go from here?   sometimes its so hard to pray  When You feel so far away  But I am willing to go  Where you want me to  God, I trust You   There's a raging sea  Right in front of me  Wants to pull me in  Bring me to my knees  So let the waters rise  If You want them to  I will follow You   I will swim in the deep  'Cuz You'll be next to me  You're in the eye of the storm  And the calm of the sea  You're never out of reach   God, You know where I've been  You were there with me then  You were faithful before  You'll be faithful again  I'm holding Your hand   There's a raging sea  Right in front of me  Wants to pull me in  Bring me to my knees  So let the waters rise  If You want them to  I will follow You   God Your love is enough  You will pull me through  I'm holding onto You"    I'm sitting in my car, in a home ...
Our new family story as I, and my 5 children, learn to thrive - not just survive - after the loss of our "main man". This life is a continuing walk in God's amazing grace. "To each one of us grace was given according to the measure of Christ's gift." Eph 4:7